User blog:Sonarsymphoniesx/Bye bye bay-beez.

FOR NOW.

Hahaa, did I scare you?

Probably not. :p

Anyways, just so you know, I haven't been a really

reliable and regular roleplayer here on this wiki.

I apologize, but I find that I'm having less and less

time for myself to roleplay with you all. I do like you

all and I think you're all fantabulous but I just can't

be on here everyday like I used to... You know?

Here are the big for me reasons why I need a hiatus

from this wiki.

1. Final exams

Though here in my school everything is like, not that

hard. I really want to get straight A's this time and not

get below 80 from my jerk face of a french teacher

who picks favourites in the class and I am sadly not

one of them. Ugh. So even though I'll probably get

like 80+ without even trying, I still need to try in

French because that's like my goal for now.

2. Soccer

Every Monday's and Wednesday's and sometimes

other days of the week, I have soccer. And soccer

is actually this really big thing in my life and I live

for it in the summer. And I really don't want to be

a loser like last year, though people claim I wasn't.

3. Friends/Social Life

I actually have 'friends'. Yeah I know I'm shocked

too. But I have this really big thing my friends,

family and I are planning in this thing in July and I

>won't be here for the first couple of weeks in July.

But I can't guarantee that's all I'm going to be gone

for.

>4. Family Problems

I have family problems. Though this is personal,

my family is on the verge of divorce and I'm

scared. So I really want to help fix that, and family

is my priority before this wiki.... No offense. And

it's really hard to hear your parents fighting and

going to school with this really big smile on your

face like everything is okay, when it's not.

>5. Friend Problems (Don't have to read, it's long.)

There's this 'friend' of mine at school. There's a big

group of us. (And I'm gonna use names from this

wiki, just so I can protect my friends. Names go

by random, not by the closest personalities.) So

Emily and I are pretty close. And Emily's having

a birthday party and invited 7 (including me) to her

party out of all of us. She invited; Hannah, Katy,

Vanessa, Ashley and Khloe. She didn't invite;

Jamie, Aubrey, Leah and Star. Aubrey and Leah

took it okay because they're not that clsoe to Emily

anyway. So they're fine. We all know Star is

offended but she'll never admit it. No offense,

but we all think she's annoying, but that's her fault.

She does it on purpose because it's her 'charm'. And

Jamie is really upset. So Ashley and Jamie are

pretty darn close. So Ashley told Jamie about the

party, yet Emily didn't tell her not to, so it's okay.

And now Jamie confronts Emily for an explanation.

So at break, Emily asks me to help her avoid

Jamie, so being a good friend I do. Then Jamie

comes marching after us, and so as a typical joke

Emily and I would do, we run away and hide in the

washroom stalls. We hid in there for a while, until

I heard Jamie crying in the stalls. I felt really bad

so I went out and decided to apologize. But she

swore at me and stormed off. And Emily jokes

that I made everything worse. Though I know I'm

into this conflict already. So we know Jamie is

crying, and she probably already told Ashley and

everyone else. So Emily talks to Jamie who's like

depressed, and Jamie just said she's not angry, but

she would've been better if Emily told her first.

Which honestly didn't make sense to me at first

because Jamie gets angry for a long period of time,

and she brought this all onto herself. I mean,

Aubrey and Leah took it well, why can't she? So

now I'm scared of going to school on Monday

because when Jamie's mad, it's like your grouchy

mother on PMS. no offense once again. And since

I'm dragged into this, I have to deal with rumours

about me spread around. But I'm so pissed because

I didn't realize it was grade 1 all over again.

So I really need this hiatus, I'm sorry. I'll most

start tomorrow. Or 10 PM 6/16/2012 EST time.

I'm just really stressed out already. Eugh. So I'll

be gone from tomorrow to the first couple weeks

of July. But I can guarantee it won't go for longer.

I love you all, please donut forget me while I'm

gone.

I can promise I can drop it every once in a while

for like an hour or two, but I can't be on all the

time.

 Thanks for understanding and reading this all. 

Love,

Sofia

 HAY QURL,    01:35, June 17, 2012 (UTC)